Sunday, April 03, 2005
Luck wasnt always on my side, no it isnt always on my side, never at all. Many of the stuff i gained was purely my hardwork, isnt luck. However, i didnt give up in trying to increase my luck as i'm a fighter. Yea.. Lolz. I aint gonna stop and there's no turning back. lolz. Ok enough. Lolz.
Why i am always unlucky??
Firstly, some personal reasons. Lolz.
Secondly, my Results for EL. Haiz. It's such a disappointment, but i had stop dwelling over it already. What i can say about it? There's a few options here.
1. My english is terrible
2. I'm very nervous on that day that i didnt perform well which i dont really know in this case.
3. My papers met a very rigid and strict marker which it could be in this case.
Thirdly, it's a long story. Lolz. Recently, i always slept around 3 as i'm listening to the radio. I listen till that late as there are many fabulous prizes to win. However, i'm only interested in one which is...
Her tickets. However, yesterday was the last day of winning her tickets already as she's going to have a concert today at 8 pm in the Singapore Indoor Stadium. I didnt WIN her tickets which means i cant go. What the heck. I'm so unlucky. Lolz. I cannot buy her tickets as her tickets are quite expensive. Actually, i dont really care the price of her tickets as I'm an avid fan of her. I would do anything to get her tickets but there are some DO-NOTS i wouldnt do. I would not cheapen myself to get her tickets. I have my pride and i wouldnt stoop so low just to get her tickets. Lolz.Her tickets are still on sale though. My mother allowed me to go reluctantly but i didnt ask my father who is on the plane flying to Hong Kong right now. Maybe, i asked her again and she might relent and allowed me to go. But today is her concert and i guessed that there would be no more sales of her tickets already by the time i asked my mum.
Back to the topic. I always love to stray off course while blogging. I would not be consistent. I always write what i want to write and how i feel. okok. back back back.
Recently, i tried to call in to the radio station to make some dedications. hahaz. Throughout the 17 years of my life, this is my first time i tried to call in to the radio station. The line is always busy which is expected but i'm not blaming on my luck. Lolz. However, i did get through and always CARRIE didnt pick up my call. Throughout her show, i can get through 3 times and she DIDNT pick up my call!!!! I'm that unlucky or i'm that irritating or annoying?? 3 times in a row i get through and she didnt pick up my call. AM i calling the wrong number?? But from what i heard, the hotline is 66911987. Am i partially deaf or something which rendered me to hear wrongly? That's why i always get through and nobody picked up the call? Did i called into power 98?? I kept questioning myself every night and i checked the numbers that i had dialled and i didnt dial the wrong number. It's correct. I'm that unlucky!!!
Humph. I'm not going to listen to perfect 10. I HATE PERFECT 10. PERFECT 10 is losing listeners and blame it on CARRIE!!
To avid fans of carrie chong, i dont care whether u resent me or not. I hate her now. Lolz. That's only partially why i dont want to listen to perfect 10. The main reason is that perfect 10 kept playing the songs that i'm sick with it. Therefore, i decided to stop listening for awhile. Lolz.
I dont really hate carrie chong lahz. I'm just venting out my anger. Lolz.
My luck is diminishing and what should i do??Lolz.?? Should i do some rituals or cast a spell on myself or use voodoo on myself. LOLz..
I got the enrolment package from SP 2 days ago. I realised that there are many steps to do and forms to fill before i'm consider as a SP student. I need to do the pre-enrolment online. I need to have a medical checkup. Full body check up. I still have to fill in the payment forms, CPF forms as i'm paying my tuition fee through CPF. I still have to fill the tuition grant forms. Or else the fee for my poly would be damn expensive.Expensive like shit. 2000+ including of the tuition grant and everything else per year. Damn shitty. I'm not rich lor. Haiz. Let nature takes its own course.
Me out.
took a picture of love/4/03/2005 05:30:00 AM
