Sunday, June 12, 2005
Actually, i have nth to blog. I blog for the sake of blogging. Haiz. I have a test coming up next week and it's like i'm feeling nervous all of a sudden. This is the first time i'm feeling this way. What's the problem man. Is it because i have been slacking for half a year that i have used to this type of life style. Well, it could be. I'm not sure. It could be many factors too. Firstly, these tests will determine my grade overall for the 3 years of my studies in sp. Therefore, i cant afford to do badly in any of those tests. It could be also that i have not used to the life in sp. Maybe that's why i am feeling loads of pressure.
Anyway, it's boring to say my studies over here. But i realised i have nothing to blog except my studies. I heard from my seniors that choosing DCHE is a bad idea and advised me to change course. Haiz. He said that it's not easy to study that course especially when it comes to year 2 and 3. He also said that it's not easy to study Chemical engineering in university as many people are also eyeing on that course too. Thus, he said that my grades must be all distinction, in other words to be the top 5% in that course. Well, to be the top 5% in that course, i must be in the top 6. OMG. It's so hard. It's not really easy though as there are many people who are much more talented than me. I will have a hard time in poly. Haiz. But no matter what, i stil have to be doubly hardworking which i find it's hard for me to do so already. I dont know why. Last time i could be really damn hardworking, keep studying. I have not studied my test yet as the lecturer has not finished teaching the topics which would be tested. Even so, i could still revise. Actually, i should be revising as i am learning new stuff. It's bio actually and bio needs loads of memorisation. Haiz. I cant study now. Haiz. Leaves are dropping, time is passing by and now i am sitting in front of the computer playing, chatting instead of revising. So shitty lahz.
I'm bullshitting, dont care me.
Me out.
took a picture of love/6/12/2005 02:15:00 PM
