Sunday, July 24, 2005
Holidays are here for only sp students. Haha. And maybe for a few others out there too and for toddlers who will always have holidays until they reach a suitable age. My holidays will be damn packed. Firstly, i have three assignments to do. Two reports and one presentation and i only have a week to complete all these assignments and logically, i should be anxious and already started on my assignments. But the irony is that i dont even care about them and i dont have the mood to embark on them. This one week holidays i will be busy as i said before as i have a few outings to go to which will already use up one of my days. Since time is so limited, i should be using my time doing all my assignments instead of reading story book and playing games right.
This is who i am and what i am. A big irony, worrisome person whom i find myself very hard to get along with. This is what i observed from some of my acquaintances.
Firstly, giving me a cold shoulder. What the lor. The purpose of that chalet is to bond among us and you are giving me a cold shoulder. FIne. It's not as if i really care about that.
Secondly, i cant joke around anymore like last time. Previously, i was able to joke around effortlessly. It's like my nature which i dont think it is. huh.
Lastly, i think i have changed mentally, or in other words, matured. My thoughts are totally different when i was in secondary school and i dont tend to joke anymore. Or maybe there's nothing for me to joke around with?
Finding myself more crude?
Whatever.
Didnt really enjoy the chalet much but the relationship with some of my teammates improved. Chatted more. This is at least what i thought. It might be different.
this is what i like about blog when i rant about people who will never know what i said about them or whatever. Saying bad stuffs behind their backs is a horrible thing to do and i admit i can be quite bad at times, but not so bad as others who really saying all those crude stuff about people they disliked. Well, it's all in our nature, this is only what i can say about.
Me out.
took a picture of love/7/24/2005 02:30:00 PM
