Wednesday, August 23, 2006
i may seem that alot of things dont matters to me, but it is not until i realised that how much stuff matters to me, be it significant or insignificant and how much u matters to me too. Friends, family, loved ones, i all cherishes and adores. and yesterday u said something that really hurts me when u said ur presence is not needed or doesnt matter. The way u r saying, u r telling me that i do not need ur presence. Each and everyone i know of course does matters to me, let alone u. I just didnt say that i'm upset about it cos i dun wan u to feel bad or whatever. Most of the times if i'm sad, i wun really say it cos it' just me. I will bottle up all my feelings until it reaches my limit and i would cry and my limit is just small. In the end, i will cry at night. haha. Of course, definitely, i will feel better the next morning. Sometimes, i wish i wun be so attached to anyone, cos the more attached to that person, the more hurt i will get if he or she hurts me. But i cant. I will try to be close with anyone as possible. I also dunno why. If i get too close to anyone, i will become very sticky which is one thing i dislike about myself. Ack.
Whatever.
One more paper left and it's tmr!! lolx. Jia you!! Jia you to all!! wahaha.
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/23/2006 09:40:00 AM
